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Sunday, September 28, 2008, 12:53 AM
Back from Tekong
Guess who's back!Yeap yeap! I'm back from my five day holiday camp at the wonderful island of Pulau Tekong. Well, its not exactly wonderful. It took me away from her and I missed her so so so so much till it almost drove me crazy. Or maybe it did drive me crazy already. hmm. It felt so weird not being able to find her, constantly message her and stuffs but I used the time we didn't have to do anything to call her. Till the 2nd day my first battery was almost dying and I had to use the spare one on wednesday. It too, died on friday. Should have gotten another battery, that would have given me more than enough time to talk to her. Nevermind, I'm back in her arms again! Thats all that matters. hehe Whiskey Company Platoon 4 Section 2 Bed 02 All that equates to = W4202 That was my "4d" number. And it was a number used to put each person to his name cause we have designated beds so if your're interested in buying 4d, buy that number. But remember to give me my share otherwise you wouldn't strike. heh Well, camp has been just, what should I say to best describe.. Eat, sleep, shit, march, eat and sleep. Oh ya. and a few lectures here and there. More of marching around though. Yeap. Basically, that was it. Alot of eating. 4 meals a day. Breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper. The only times we sweated was when we marched and.. climbing up the stairs to our bunks. Monday I head to a commando HQ camp. Hopefully, we don't need to stay in, or else it isn't going to be a pleasant 2 years for me. haha And I'm botak. Meet me to see. NAH. I don't wish to expose my botakness to anyone. The only joy throughout the 5 days was hearing her voice every time I called her. I just wanted to see her, to hug her and for her to be in my embrace forever. I swear, if I could be anywhere in the world and do anything, anywhere, I would choose to be with her, next to her and pray that time would stop. Just that. Even if we weren't doing anything. Sadly, we kinda had nothing much to talk about on the last night cause of some thing that I didn't want to do. Just that and the whole mood changed during the conversation and we couldn't find anything to talk about. And she was late due to some reasons when I reached Pasir Ris. Sigh. I thought she would be there early, eagerly anticipating me coming back but I had to wait for her instead. haha. the irony. she even asked if she should go home instead. so much for wanting to see me badly. Maybe that was too much to ask. No idea. I didn't want to make too much a fuss over it. At least she still came. And we spent the rest of the day together with my mum finally letting me use her car on my own but till 12am. And we went to Jalan Kayu for dinner/supper. Do you know the feeling of missing someone like crazy and finally getting to see the person? Its, indescribable. A joy. A relief. A rush of emotions. Happy emotions. When I finally got to hug her after so long, it felt so nice. After days of just listening to her voice only, I finally was able to hold her in my arms. Hopefully she behaved herself throughout the five days. =x Although I hate to say it, but if she was messaging someone else or going out, I'm glad she had company. At least she wasn't lonely. haha Oh wells. Its time for bed. Goodnight. Sunday, September 21, 2008, 11:37 PM
I'm gone for 5 days.I won't be here to update. I won't be on msn. I don't think I'll be able to reply your smses too, or calls for that matter. It would seem like I totally disappeared off the face of this earth. haha. Abit too dramatic. But its kinda true. Donno. I'm just feeling very down now. It won't be just for this week. Army doesn't last for a week. Its the week after next. And the week after that. And the week after that. There goes my freedom. I rather be studying. haha To you, thanks for coming along for the family dinner. it really meant alot to me. Alot. Really alot. I really appreciated it. I'm sorry if I kinda forced you to go. But I really wanted to see you. And I'm off for 5 days. I know you would surely be lonely, and in need of company. You can find someone else for company. I can't provide that for this week. I'm sorry. Take good care of yourself. I'll miss you loads. You know I'll miss you. And I'll look at the pictures you printed for me and sneaked them into my wallet today, every night without fail, I promise you that. Thank you for doing that. :) Although I didn't tell you I saw them cause of reasons only both of us know. I'm sorry for that too, not for the telling part but for the reason why I didn't say. Just didn't seem the right time and the right mood to. Thank you once again. And I'm off. Tata. Take care to you, whoever you are. Wish me luck. Good bye. Thursday, September 18, 2008, 11:40 PM
ZOOOOOOM!!
The countdown has begun. 3 days left. Argh. How time flies. If you don't know whats happening in 3 days time, I shall give you a clue. Botak. Thats the clue. But I had alot of fun today though. Spend the whole afternoon with her. And best yet, I had a car to use, all to myself till the evening. First time being with her alone driving! Excited! =x After following my gramps to the bank at Parkway in the morning, I borrowed his spare car, with his permission of course, and we went driving around for almost the whole afternoon. And we went to places where by bus would take us ages but only a few minutes by car. Went to pick her up and from there, I was her chauffeur for the day. hehe First stop, Kallang's Leisure Park. They were advertising it on tv just the other day and we decided to check the place out. Turns out that there were alot of small shops selling cute soft toys and stuffs. Bowling, ice skating, theater, kfc, pastamania.. the works. After that, I drove us to Katong for some laksa! Sadly, tummyaches happen after laksa. I think theres something wrong with it. Maybe its the hum! After our filling meal, I drove back to the Leisure Park carpark and I kinda taught her how to drive the car. =x Went round in circles in the carpark itself but think she prefers to be driven around. Thats why she has me! wuahahaha :) Sick of driving, she handed me the car back gleefully. =x And we're off again! This time, we were thinking of bringing lucky to her house to meet her dog again. She came last night with her dog to my place and lucky was at first friendly to scared till he peed on the floor. Boo lucky. cowardly dog! Scared of a female dog thats smaller and younger than him. But we had alot of fun the previous night too though! But before we could bring lucky, we went for a detour first! To a country club on the outskirts of changi airport. Safra! Been there before? Didn't explore the place though. Drove there, went in the car park and we came out again cause it didn't seem appealing to walk around in there. Or maybe just to me. So we got out of the place before the 10 minute grace period came up. As we exited the place, we were faced with clear blue skies, ships scattered in the horizon, a lovely beach and breakwaters at certain parts. And it was so tempting that we decided to park and walk around. Turning into some sailing club or something, we found that parking was free and unrestricted. BINGO! Parked and went in search of a toilet first. I needed to pee desperately see. Luckily, there was a restaurant there and we made use of the toilets before making our exit. Just outside the restaurant entrance, there was a average size playground with swings and we sat on the swings, took some photos before actually heading to our actual destination, the beach. Sweating from the heat, the cool, windy sea breeze was a huge welcome as we walked to the nearest breakwater to sit. It was wonderful, just being there with her, doing nothing but enjoying each other's company. I loved every moment, I seriously did. After a while, it was about time to go but not before more photos! Photos are great. I like photos =x Next place, my place! To get lucky, and we were off to her place. But lucky was so naughty. He scratched her as he sat on her lap through the whole journey. Sorry! :( And when we went up to her place, he PEED! omg. Stupid dog!! Her mummy says lucky is fat. I totally agree. He IS fat. He's one fat dog. Her dog chased him around this time and just as we weren't looking, lucky pooed and peed again. *groans* Deserved a few whacks on the ass. Didn't even get to spend some nice alone time with her. Hmm, maybe we did but it wasn't enough. haha =x *phone rings* They want the car back. ARGH. ARGH. Why! Why oh why! I had prayed silently that my auntie wouldn't need to use the car at all and I could return it later at night. But guess my prayers weren't answered as my dad called to inform me. Sian. :( It wasn't even 6.30. I wish I have my own car soon. Then I wouldn't need to rush to anywhere just to return it. Can my prayers be answered soon? Its way much easier to travel with a car. Pretty please? haha =x Said my goodbyes and I hurried back home to drop lucky. First time taking the extreme right lane for a period of time. Rushing. Didn't have a choice. Got Rach to bring lucky up and once again I found myself on the expressway. And I exited at the wrong exit. =/ One exit after. But I know where to exit now though. Took it as a lesson learnt. Rushed back to my gramps place and quickly returned the car, safe and sound. And I was debating whether to go back and find her again, so I asked her. =x Sadly, by the time I reach there would be quite late already, so she asked me to go home for dinner. :( I wanted to see her again! A car would change things. I would be there in a jifty. Sigh.. Hopefully we'll meet again soon before I go in. And that's the end of my driving adventure. But the company I had was the one that made my day. :))))))) Saturday, September 13, 2008, 12:54 AM
A TALE OF FOUR CARSThe first car that I drove, which was on Wednesday when I sent her home with was my dad's car, a Toyota Estima. Hmm, I think its called that. Don't care. Its a huge car to drive for my first time on the road with the P plate but its quite an easy car to handle after driving it for a while. Next up, my mum's car! WEEEEEE! I'm eying that car to drive in the future. The Saab 93 Aero. Headed to my gramps place tonight. Only difference was that I was behind the wheel instead of my mum.She was so frightened that she kept her eyes peeled onto the road and prayed that we all got there in one piece. My sisters had fun though. =P I learnt that every car has its personalities and it requires time to adapt to it. Luckily, I adapted quickly to both my parents' cars. The Saab was a car that picked up speed instantly compared to the Estima. Speed speed =x After dinner, my auntie wanted to buy some fruits and asked if I could drive her there. To Bedok and back. AH HA! a chance to practice driving again! So I drove my gramp's spare car, the Toyota Vios. Drove there and within minutes we were back. I swear I didn't drive above the road speed limits. =xAfter a while later, my auntie wanted to take some newspapers at my uncle's place which was just down the road so I drove again! This time, I drove my uncle's car. The Lexus IS250. This car seriously totally rocks.Smooth on the control, stable and reliable. Of the 4 cars that I drove, 3 in a day, that was the best car of the lot. Sadly, it was only a left turn, another left turn, another left turn, a few metres, a right turn and a carpark full of humps. haha. That car rocks la. I drove my dad's car back in the end but his steering wheel has a bit of problem with his wheels a bit loopsided. Hopefully he'll get it corrected soon! hahaha And that concludes the tale of four cars. I bet you found it boring. I don't care. Its for my reference in the future. Next time I'll look back and go EH! after 2 days of acquiring my license, I drove 4 cars already. wth. hahaha. nights people. Thanks alot for doubting. Thanks alot. Thursday, September 11, 2008, 1:34 AM
DRIVING IS FUN.
WEDNESDAY, 10 SEPTEMBER 20081630 HOURS ITS A.................................................................................................................... PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOHOOOO! Just ecstatic! Its still quite unbelievable for me. I can't believe I actually passed it on the first try. I half expected myself to be facing a failing grade and the hassle to retake the test again. I really did feel that way. I still can't believe I passed. Its BEYOND BELIEF. Numb from the shock. Still numb. Smack my face and I won't feel anything. To start of, woke up with time to spare to eat lunch and watch some tv but I dragged. =x And I kinda rushed like mad in the end. Kudos to laziness. And my laopo accompanied me on the 2 bus rides to the center for some encouragement. So sweet of her. :)))))))))) Actually, I was damn nervous. Damn damn nervous. But with her there, I felt that it was kinda channeled somewhere else other than me. Kinda distracted me away from being nervous. But I pretended to be very very nervous with her. wuahahaha. Opps. =x I just needed some encouragement. Someone to tell me that I really can do it. And no one but her can really make me believe I can. Thats why she's my laopo! :))))))))) When we reached Comfort, she took a bus back home while I went for my warm up first. Reporting to a person seated in a room located in the admin building, a instructor came and got me to follow him to the car which was parked at the porch area. 209. That was the car number. After we got in, I did the requirements of the circuit before we headed out to the main road for a roundabout. It lasted no longer than half an hour and we were back to the centre. The instructor was a damn nice guy. He gave me some advice and wished me luck before bringing me to the room where other students waited for the traffic police people to orientate us. They had a balloting system where our names were thrown into a box and whoever name was called had a designated test route to follow. Mine was test route 2. Then, we waited. Waited for the invigilators to come get us by calling our names that was assigned to them. My name was called and I brought the invigilator to my car. 209. And THE TEST BEGAN. I ran through the circuit without any faults and soon I found myself facing the real thing. The main road. I was dead nervous. My hands were shaking inside. My feet started turning cold. Actually, all this happened when I started the car engine and the invigilator sat beside me. I just wanted to make him feel safe and show I'm a capable driver. And so, test route 2 was lighted up on the map. (if we're playing GTA) Something strange happened though. While following the route, the invigilator suddenly changed the route. He asked me to turn left to a road leading back towards the center. During my countless lessons, the instructors always mentioned that should fatal mistakes be made during the circuit or when on the road, the invigilator may cut short the route and head back to the center. I was afraid that I committed a fatal mistake and the instructor had enough of my driving. SCARY.. I was cursing myself then. Recapping on any parts that I may have done wrong. And so, at the traffic light junction, I tested my luck. I asked the invigilator, was that test route 2? He said, just do as you're told. I say turn left than turn left. Simple. People give you easy route don't question, just follow. We know how to see a capable driver when we see one. And so, a thousand apologies for questioning Mr invigilator. Heading back to the center, I followed the invigilator up to a room where the other candidates were being debriefed by their respective invigilators. Seating at an empty table, he said something before the line, Ok, so you pass la. Cause I forgot what was infront of that. I just needed to hear the word PASS. And I couldn't stop smiling. I thanked the invigilator and headed back down to the room where we were supposed to watch a video. And I was still smiling. The only person I could think of to tell the good news was her. I wanted to tell her first. So I messaged her. But I pretended to be sad. Sadly, she didn't fall for it. wuahahaha. I wanted to see her, hug her and just hug her, never letting go. =x Than I messaged my dad. And my mum. I joked with my mum that her car was mine. After watching the video which was about the dangers of driving and the precautions needed when behind the wheel, I went to the second floor counter to apply for my license. That piece of paper was a passport to me being behind the wheel without anybody beside me. No instructor, no invigilator. But that took 50 bucks from my bank account too. After applying, I went to buy 2 sets of P plates. One for my mum's car and the other, hopefully, for my ahgong's car. I'm gonna try to borrow it. =x I was out of the place once everything was completed. I walked out and didn't look back. That was to be the last I'll ever see that place as a student. I hope. Guess where I went next. Yup! I went to find her. Wuahahaha. I wanted to see her. Sadly, I didn't have a car to drive her around yet. Took a bus to her place. Slacked, and she got me this as a present. It was actually wrapped with two sweet notes on the wrapper but those are only for my eyes. =P The car is actually remote controlled and we had fun trying to get it to chase her dog, but it was the other way round instead. Her dog chased the car. -_- hahaha But its still so sweet of her to do all that for me. THANK YOU LAOPO!! I LOVE YOU! hehe :))))))))))))))) After a while, we left for dinner. As we walked to the bus stop, I tried my luck to borrow my mum's car so we could go driving around. Sadly, she wanted to sit in the car too. For the first few times I'm driving her car that is. Untrustable with the car all to myself for now. So it was still public transport. Destination: Ikea for some meatballs! We had pizzahut's meat balls on monday but I felt Ikea's ones were nicer and since she have not tried them before, that was our destination. Sadly, she didn't like them. Pizzahut was deemed to be nicer. We had the pasta with meatballs, a plate of 15 meatballs, chocolate mousse and mushroom soup! Don't think she liked the meal though. =/ After drinking the last drop of mushroom soup, we headed back to my house to borrow my mum's car with her in it. I still wanted to fufill my word of her being the first one I drive around. Sadly, no one wanted to lend me their car just to myself so we just had to make do with it. I'M SORRY LAOPO!!! :(( During the journey home, my dad called and wanted me to try driving his car. But I didn't want to. Its huge!! I want to drive my mum's car!! Where you? On the way back, on the bus. Want drive my car? Noooooo.. I don't want. Are you reaching already? Soon. Ok. See you at tmart. wth right. HAHA. He gave me no choice but to drive his car. And laopo sat at the back. I drove one round around the hdb blocks to get a hang of the car first. And it was straight to the expressway. *gasp* My first time on the expressway. NERVOUS LA!! With my dad in the car, he was trying to make sure I did everything right and he was a constant nag to the left side of my ear. Its more nervous than the invigilator sitting beside me. And my first stop? I send her home by car!! I'm kinda glad that was my first stop. I sent my laopo back by car but sadly there was my dad there. Opps. Then we went back on the expressway and headed to Pasir Ris to try u-turning. He wanted to show me that his car isn't easy to u-turn on a two lane road and it was damn bloody true. Its HUGE. 3 lanes needed please! After rounding about for a while, we headed back home through small lanes, weaving in and out of traffic. Reaching back to the carpark, he then taught me how to park his car cause its so much wider. For a good 10 to 15 minutes. And its home sweet home. Phew. I'm dead beat typing all this. And I'm off. Good nights! :) Monday, September 08, 2008, 3:21 PM
The Problems
I'm anticipating Wednesday to come quickly.I hate waiting for something that would decide the next part of my life. I just want it done and over with. Can Wednesday come quickly please. Pretty please? Pretty pretty please? Maybe I should sleep the whole of Tuesday. NAHHHH. Cause I have a dinner date with my dear. Time is precious now. Ok. Heres the schedule for Wednesday. Wake up anytime before 12. (HAHA) A bus ride to Comfort. Planning to reach at 2.30pm. Warm up starts at 2.4opm. (omg omg omg) Run through every examinable area. Parallel parking, vertical parking, slope, crank course, s-course, slope, directional change and maybe emergency braking for circuit and one round through a test road. Till 3.25pm. And its the nervous nail bitting time. Care to share your nails with me too? Till all my nails are chewed off and I have to borrow the person's nails beside me. The second part was crap. And. At 3.45pm, The tester would call my name and I would walk to the test car for my practical to commence. He'll make me go through the whole circuit before heading out to one of the ten test routes. Hopefully I'd clear the circuit without any demerits. After completing the test route, we'll head back to the driving center. And. The moment of truth. OMG. This is scaring me. I wonder if my hands would tremble when I walk out of the car into the room where the results would be tabulated and announced. I can't imagine the disappointment and the heartbreak IF I fail. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! This is killing me. One mistake. That would put my potential driving license into jeopardy. And $148+++++++. See how nervous I am. But I can't show it. And I'm not. I have to appear calm and confident. I'm intending to do just that. My dad finally went to Sony Ericsson to make noise today. And it was so funny that I could burst out laughing not for the seriousness. "The phone serves me, not I serve the phone" "It seems the servicing of the phone is useless! 3 months old only and its giving me hell lot of problems" "Why no replacement phone?! Than what am I going to use while you service it?!" "Not request for a change of the motherboard, DEMAND. This phone is fucked up!" "You better make sure the next time round there wouldn't be any more problems or I'll complain to case" The last quote was my dad's final snipe at the poor lady sitting behind the counter whose job is just to record the problem into the computer and collect the phone from the customer. 3 to 5 days again. Its ALWAYS 3 to 5 days. And the problem still persists. What kind of servicing do you call that?! Might as well collect the phone, keep it some place and after 3 or 4 days call the customer and say its ready for collection. Its called a smart phone, the G900. I call it the stupid phone. Even the K750i which compared to the G900 is a basic phone doesn't give me as many problems as the G900. Its a joke of a phone. Hope there won't be a part two of this. Sunday, September 07, 2008, 1:55 AM
Am I Ready?
i'm ready!I'm ready! I'M ready! I'M Ready! I'M REady! I'M REAdy! I'M READy! I'M READY! Or not. I'm so god damned nervous la. *teeth chatting with each other* Can you guess what I'm nervous about. Clue? Its simple. I have been building up to that particular day. If you still don't know, its time for you to bang your head against something, hard. I need to be calm and confident. (say it 10 times) I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. I need to be calm and confident. ok. I'm ready. Lets go. Its time. Lets get it going. Do the hustle! Boogie boogie. Argh. Stress. One thing's for sure, If I get my license, she'll be my first passenger. I.don't.care. I'm not gonna drive anyone else till she has the first honor. Thats a big IF! But the following part is confirmed. Hope I just do it well like how I do doing practice. I'm gonna sleep at 10 on tuesday night! HAHA. Nah. Not that nervous. Argh. There's one thing I'm not looking forward to though. Its army. Shhhhhhhhhhhh. Its a week after this. Means a week not smsing her. not talking to her. not being able to see her. not being able to hug her. or anything related to her. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): thats sad. thats damn sad. thats damn damn sad. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'll miss her. Badly. haha. I realised... I couldn't take 3 days when I went to Tioman. Let alone 5 and a half days. Omg. Nightmare. Wake me up. I know this may be random. But I love her company. We could do just nothing and I wouldn't be the least bored. Maybe she would be though. I don't know. She always thinks I'll be bored when we're doing nothing. But she just being there is enough for me. I'm always looking forward to outings with her. Hopefully, I'll be able to spend more time with her before the government take 2 years of my life away from me. I say this with dead seriousness. Although you may think its super random. I don't give a damn though. Oh ya. and and.. I hate to be judged. Especially if its something not pleasant to the ears, or eyes. I just hate it. haha. Ok. I'm off. Nights to you. Whoever you are. sometimes i just don't understand you. Thursday, September 04, 2008, 2:58 AM
State Of Shock - Money HoneyNice catchy song! hahaha As I'm staring through this fire It's too late to make you mine So far from where we started So far from what we wanted And as both our worlds fall down We have lost and we have found So far from where we started So far from what we wanted I've made mistakes, that I can't erase I've made mistakes If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes Oh I should have seen the signs Now we're falling back in time So far from where we started So far from what we wanted And I'm trying to right this wrong So I need you to be strong So far from where we started So far from what we wanted I've made mistakes, that I can't erase I've made mistakes If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know So let it go Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know, I've made mistakes That I can't erase I've made mistakes If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me If I had more money honey Would you love me, love me, love me If I wasn't just somebody like me, like me I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know Ya ya yo, ya ya yo I know you know Wednesday, September 03, 2008, 1:17 AM
Confidence
WANTED: CONFIDENCE I lack CONFIDENCE. And I have no idea how to set things straight. Today, the driving instructor mentioned it to me as well. Not that I'm not aware of it. He said, all you need is a little bit more of confidence, your driving is good already. Maybe I still seem unsure behind the wheel, but I try my best not to show it, not with the test round the corner. I learnt something. If I wanna ask something, I've gotta be prepared for the answer given. Regardless. Regardless of the answer. Even if the answer is not what is expected, or if the answer is not something I wanna hear, or if the answer is shocking, or a revelation to the small little world I live in, or something that may change something, you get my drift. to sum it up, basically if the answer comes as a shock. I'll have to just take it as it is and accept that answer with an open mind. Cause its the truth. But its in the past or something and have already happened. So just let it be and look to the future and not care so much about the answer. Tuesday, September 02, 2008, 1:59 AM
A Trip Back And Forth
I realised I have been starving you, the readers, of information.So I'm back! Well. I don't have much to update. Kinda looking forward, and dreading ,to next wednesday. Know whats on? Guess? It has something related to expenses and more expenses. No, its not a date. Come to think about it, it is a date. A date with the TP examiner. Its make or break time. I'm quite nervous cause I think I'm not as ready as I thought, thus double bookings this week and one more just before the test. I wanna be really prepared see. Wish me luck! Hope the traffic would be smooth and the roads quite as empty as the roads to timbucktu on the 10th. I wish. Had a match last sunday. This time, they were much better opponents than the ones we trounced the previous match. Hounded the opponents like a mad dog on the loose, I made a few angry but I didn't give a damn. I kinda enjoyed muscling myself with the person holding the ball to try and win it back for the team. Fair and circle. Good hustling, Alvin would always say that. Too bad he isn't playing anymore. And I scored for the second game running. This time, the feeling was way way sweeter. And I created one too, winning the match 4-2. Match winners I tell you. Moments of brilliance. I know I know, too much self praise would do you no good. But I think its well deserved. I don't care. Woke up at 7 to overturn and make a mess in my kitchen to cook breakfast for my lao po and I surprised her by delivering it to her house. Hope it was an edible breakfast though. =x Hope she liked it too. All I want is a smile and a hug and it would make my day. :) Random surprises can make someone's day. And I hope I made hers. wuahahaha. Oh wells. Enough blabbering. Its late. My eyes are half open, half shut. (depends on your optimism or pessimism views) And there's driving tomorrow. Good nights to you! |