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Ivan Lian Jie Sheng
Singapore
A peaceful corner in Tampines
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THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT
Sports, read, soccer
Nice tan
The Sun when its needed.
Money
If I like you, its your company.
The carrying out of a process called Slacking.
Nice music
Freedom to do anything i want
5 Aspiration. You guys made secondary school life memorable.

BUT THIS ISN'T
Rainy days when it shouldn't.
Being depressed.
Being lied to.
When I think too much.
left with no money.
my com when it lags.

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Lee Cheng
Leonard
Madeline
Michelle
Pang Chuen
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Peng Soon
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Sarah
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Sheryl
Shuqi
Shuyan
Suzette
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Thursday, March 27, 2008, 3:32 AM

Life. You go through it for the number of years you live, than it ends in an instant.

Took it while going to Bedok interchange. Didn't see any victims though. Phew.

On a lighter note, DONUTS! My mum bought cause Cheryl asked for them. Delicious little things.

I went for driving again on tuesday. The instructor was the same old guy that taught me for my first 2 lessons. Horrible. Old man. Balding. Impatient. His hands are forever on the steering wheel. If someone else's hands are on the steering wheel, the turning would feel different too see. That's why I don't like when he holds the steering wheel too. I tried telling him in a nice way. really...

After the lesson, I went to get my Provisional Driving Licence (PDL) from the Traffic Police counter at the school. 2 counters, 4 different services, hell lot of people. I took my queue number, P081. The number read P041 then. *gasps* what.the.hell. not only that, the queue number display had 4 other types of services that they provide and they had to incorporate those into 2 queues as there were only 2 counters open. -_-

Guess how long it took me. c'mon. give it a good guess.

1 hour? Nah. too short.

1 and a half? No.

2 hours? a little bit longer...

3 hours?!?!?!?!? BINGO.

3 freaking hours of my life wasted just standing there waiting. And I had to pay too. 25 bucks. how nice.

The 3 hour wait

I headed to work after that, obviously late. But they're nice people, so they forgave me. And I thought I would be 3 hours early for work. Pfft.

It's the front side of a card. Read it...

DINNER:
1 cup of homemade iced lemon tea
1 bowl of scrambled eggs
A side salad: Honey glazed roast duck salad
Main Course: Cuban Ham and Pork sandwich

Its alot. Really alot. Everyone said so. But I managed to finish it. I'm such a glutton. oh wells. Let me reflect on what I did wrong:

I came to a conclusion. I didn't do anything wrong. I just had to fill my rumbling stomach. Really. It was calling for food. BURP.

There's work tomorrow again. But I'm going to be nice and ask for the cheapest meal available. Really!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008, 2:30 AM

Life's been boring. Its going to be boring. Argh.

Holidays are here and here to stay for a month or so. School starts only in May.

My parents were just casually saying, I really mean casually saying, on Saturday that I should go work, either full or part time. But I already have a job in Food For Thought right?!

My dad suggested applying for Starhub, cause of the benefits they give.

My mum, she suggested Starbucks cause I like the drinks there and also their flexible timings.

But stop and think. I only have a month. One freaking short month. 4 weeks, 30 or so days. How the hell am I going to work during that period and quit after that?! Which dumb company would want me?!

So. Its still Food For Thought. And their kinda short of staff. Chefs or potential chefs... Think you possess the quality to serve good food? Come down to Food For Thought and apply now! Get your lazy ass off that computer chair of yours and take a cab/bus/mrt down to Bugis. Trust me, it ain't wasting your time.

Today was the day we finally got to talk, not just about anything, but about us. I'm glad we had it. It gave me a brief insight on what's on her mind. But I'm here to stay. (:

There's driving tomorrow. And the dumb me went to book the 12.45 to 2.25 timing. Work starts at 5.30. What the hell am I going to do in-between! 3 freaking long hours. damn it.

The reason why I booked that timing was because in 24 hour format, I thought 1425 was 4.25. How smart can I be. Not that I don't know how to read 24 hour timing. It was just at that moment when I booked that I didn't realize it. Maybe its fate. Ok. Its fate. I don't care. It has to be.

There's a potential match at the cage on Saturday! Organised by who else but Farid. He's the man. Although Man Utd beat Liverpool on Sunday and he's a Liverpool fan... we're still good friends yeah.

The 2 Rs who give you devastating effect on the pitch

NA NA NA NA, NA NA NA NA NA, HEY HEY HEY, GOOD BYE!~

Speaking of that. Manchester United THREE, Liverpool ZERO. Hows that for impressive. earlier in the season, we had Arsenal in the FA Cup, Manchester United FOUR, Arsenal ZERO. Earlier still, Manchester United THREE, Chelsea ZERO.

What does this show? We beat the top four at Old Trafford, conceding none and scoring TEN, yes TEN, goals against them. The Theater Of Dreams lives up to its name.

Hot form, ON FIRE! CRISTIANO RONALDO!

Ok. Off to bed. Nights and sleep tight.

I'm dreading the day of results. Die.

Saturday, March 22, 2008, 6:33 PM

I just thought of this in the shower..

if a picture says a thousand words, can I paste a picture on my exam script?

that would solve the word count.

I went on a journey. A movie journey. 3 movies in 2 days. For some, that's nothing. For me, its pain in the ass. But it was fun. Really really fun.

We headed to The Cathay, catching Horton on wednesday then Step Up 2 and Rule #1 on thursday.

I'm not going to say much about the shows in case some of you haven't caught it yet. so heres a really really really really really *takes a deep breath* really rough idea on what I think the shows are worth watching. (:

Horton. Get 10 people, ok, no. 20 people and stand them in a line. Than ask them to put their thumbs and toes up. It was damn funny..

Step Up 2. Dancing was... off the hook! seriously. Oooph.

Rule #1. If your friend screams, don't watch this show. KIDDING. This show thrill's the mind.. waiting, waiting to come out from the shadows to frighten you.
Show Warning. Alot of screaming involved. Be prepared, be very prepared, with your ear mufflers. (;

Exams are over! *sigh of relief*

But wait. That means results. *groans*

God damn it.

And. I totally forgot about the Mediacorp assignment. Totally.

*another loud groan*

I wanna play.

I wanna slack.

amen.

5:50 PM

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008, 1:08 AM

The retarded invigilator and NUTELLA.

One down, one more to go!

Today's paper was on Principles Of Management. 3 hours. 5 out of 8 essay questions. Hell.

There was this invigilator who was retarded as hell. An Indian guy, about 169 in height, cock eyed (really cock eyed) is the main culprit. When I sat down, he told the class we could begin the exam. Thats normal. I accept that.

Guess what he did next. He took out a sweet and started unwrapping it SLOWLY and popped it into his mouth. Oh the sound. Irritating as hell. Choke and die.

After a while, he opened the door of the room and just left it open. WHO THE HELL DOES THAT?! its a god-damned exam for goodness sake. And it wasn't exactly quiet out there with people talking and walking around. Close the damn door already! He left it open for a good 10 minutes before he decided to close it. Thats just the start of his retardedness.

Next, he whipped out his phone, stood in the center at the front of the room and started messaging away. In a room where you could hear a feather drop, you can imagine how loud he must have sounded.

Ok. I'm going to give him an excuse thats not-needed. Maybe its because I was sitting at the second row from the front. But heck. just sit your ass down and keep an eye on the class..

Not long later, he opened the door yet again to take down the sitting arrangement pasted on the door. FOR WHAT?!?!? can't that wait till after everything has finished?! COMPLETE RETARD.

Has the retardedness stopped? The answer is obviously no. He started talking to the other invigilator and soon after, he opened the door and walked out, guess what he did, yes. He left the door open again. And it wasn't for like, another good 10 minutes or so before the other invigilator used her brains and closed the door. What the hell's wrong with him?!

I'm not done. There were some people outside talking loudly and if you had any common sense, any at all, if you were the invigilator you would go out and tell them to lower their volumes right? He just stood there, oblivious to everything.. HA. i wanted to just stand up, give him a good whack in the face (which may sort out his cock eyed-ness) and sit back down.

And he's gay. I asked to be excused for the toilet and he actually followed me all the way in. My other reason for the visit to the toilet was to tell the inconsiderate bastards talking loudly outside to shut their mouths. Or at least go somewhere else and murder yourselves there for all I care. Just don't talk directly outside the classroom.

When I came out of the toilet, they were still there talking. God save their souls. Moronic idiots. I stared at one of them and walked back in. They left soon after.

On a lighter note, I want to declare that NUTELLA is love.

Seriously.

I fell in love with it.

I'm so gonna date it.

Ok. No. I've got her. But Nutella's still love.

I came home expecting to see bread in the bread compartment. But there wasn't any! Bread! The most basic thing of human survival and I didn't have it. How could that be possible! My maid told me that we ran out of it in the morning. But my mum was informed, thank god for that.

Fast Forward.

Supper. My love.

NUTELLA! here I come.....

The sacred cupboard.

1st shelf, snacks, snacks and more snacks. Spot the Doritos.
2nd shelf, All the random stuffs
3rd shelf, The food companions, my beloved's there. There's Japanese Mayo too.. goes with everything. Come over one day and i'll let you try. You won't regret. In fact, you'll be asking for more.

I wished I'd known you earlier

I had a choice of bread, this (points up) or that (points down). I was too lazy to cut this. So I went for that.

Steps to make a good Nutella sandwich by Ivan Lian

Step 1: Take 2 slices of bread. Plain.
Step 2: Put it on a plate or bowl. Just something to hold it other than your hands.
Step 3: Place the 2 slices into the microwave and heat it for 20 seconds.
Step 4: Spread Nutella on both slices of bread. Be generous with your Nutella.
Step 5: (OPTIONAL) After spreading, place both slices together and heat it for 10 seconds.
Step 6: Perfecto. Nutella sandwich made to perfection.

I didn't take the end product cause I was too busy enjoying it. My apologies.

And now, back to Foundations of Mass Communications.

Its 3 hours of war.

Good luck everyone. We'll face this together.

Nights and have the sweetest dream you could ever have. So sweet that even the ants will come. Or maybe its because i'm pouring honey on you. *ponders*

Tuesday, March 18, 2008, 3:13 AM

"Ain't I supposed to be studying?"

Lek came over just now to get some psp games from me. He acutally came over yesterday but guess what, he didn't bring ANYTHING to contain the psp games cause he thought it was all in cds. I almost died of laughter.

This time, he brought his portable hard disk. Who says people can't become smart overnight. Ok. still not that smart if you ask me. In fact, you could substitute the word smart for the word dumb and it'll still apply. sorry Lek. (;

He came over and while waiting for the games to be transferred, he glanced over the window and commented on how dangerous it is, that my window didn't have any grills or anything and that it was easy to jump.

Here's a picture of the view from above.

Scary? Not to me.

After he left, I continued studying. And I was kinda distracted. So I decided to take some photos as evidence of studying. Well. If you call it studying.

I'm being an angel. The laptop's only on for music. I promise.

After taking those pictures, I didn't feel like going back to my notes just yet so I looked out of my window. and decided to take more pictures.

Click on picture to see stars. Wanna see more stars? *punches you in the face* there you go. i'm just kidding.

All's quiet in this sleepy town of Tampines.

The block opposite mine didn't have anybody awake. Well, I concluded that from my view.

After gazing for a good 10 minutes, I went back to my notes.

And from there, it brought me here. Ok. Back to studying. Maybe not.

Good nights. sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite. its only 3 hours of examination tomorrow, another 3 hours on wednesday and we're done for the module. Just hope that it ain't going to be a failing grade. Cheers.

1:39 AM

God damn it.

One word. Exams.

One description. Headache.

Good luck to all those studying for exams. We'll need it.

But wait. Look at the bright side, we have a whole month of holidays to look forward to. (:

Monday, March 17, 2008, 12:28 AM

Mediacorp

Had Mediacorp over the weekend.

This week's class is about radio productions and guess what, the classroom on the first day was next to yes 933, 987 and class 95 studios. literally next to it. below are some pictures of how the studio looks like.

The yes 933 studio

Only The Hits!

Daphene Khoo was being interviewed

Class 95

Jean Danker in the studio

She has a tv infront of her

We're live!

Fandi

In the recording studio

Sunshine's locker.

The vending machine that spits out sandwiches.

This was horrible. Never, never try this. Trust me.

Janet caught in the act. She was practically sleeping while the lecturer was teaching. tsk.

The code to get out of Mediacorp

My pencil box's covered with Mediacorp stickers

Class started at 10am on the second day cause the lecturer couldn't make the usual timing I think. So we had to factor in lunch at Mediacorp and since the canteen wasn't open, Alieen (Is that her name??) who helps out with the class suggested ordering pizza!

3 tables, 2 pizzas each. Yummy. We had 3 of the Aloha Lover (Hawaiian) and Double Pepperoni. The Double Pepperoni was the bomb. Simply lick smacking. *drools*

MOFD: Moment of Fandi Dumbness (wait, ain't he always dumb?hmm...)

While we were eating, he sprinkled a hell lot of chilli flakes on a slice of pizza and took a few bites.

Fandi: Can I ask a stupid question?
Muhaimin: What?
Fandi: Why is the chilli so hot?!

End of Fandi dumbness. More to come for sure. (:

Thats the end of the photo journey. Come on board again for another round of updated pictures. For previous posts, please head down, exit is to the top right hand corner. Thanks.

Saturday, March 15, 2008, 5:31 AM

I'm With You

Just another song lyric that i wrote in like, 10 minutes? Its kinda what's on my mind now.It would be perfect with music. someone get me a music creator on the com.

Title: I'm With You
Written By: Ivan Lian

Its a cold, cold night,
but with you by my side,
its not the cold but love that bites,
but what i'm feeling ain't right,
what's wrong?
is there something you hide,
locked away in the deepest corners,
you're running away,
running away in fright,
it just passes like the day,
and how it turns to night,

do you realize how much I care,
all my feelings i'm willing to share,
look forward don't look back,
the past hurts i know,
forget everything but it ain't gonna be easy,
please baby, just try,
keep your mind busy,
don't leave me hanging i'll die,
i'll stick by your side,
i'll stick by your side,
i'll never let go if you don't want me to,
baby please let me be a part of you,
my love for you's true,
like the deep blue sea,
listen to my heart its a plea,

a new day starts like it always do,
baby start afresh it ain't too late to,
know of the love I have for you,
know that i'll always be here,
the years pass year after year,
i'll embrace you there's nothing to fear,
look me in the eyes,
i ain't telling lies,

do you realize how much I care,
all my feelings i'm willing to share,
look forward don't look back,
the past hurts i know,
forget everything but it ain't gonna be easy,
please baby, just try,
keep your mind busy,
don't leave me hanging i'll die,
i'll stick by your side,
i'll stick by your side,
i'll never let go if you don't want me to,
baby please let me be a part of you,
my love for you's true,
like the deep blue sea,
listen to my heart its a plea,

the waves come crashing down on us,
its testing,
testing the winds touching the sand's a plus,
its testing,
testing how long our love will last,
its moving,
moving the hearts and minds,
its leeching,
leeching my blood dry and it ain't kind,
but I stand fast with my feelings,
its the important thing i'm dealing,
have i lost my mind,
have i fallen too deep,
its my blood that seeps,
you're the only one that matters now,
its time, time for my last bow,
a tearful farewell to the crowd,
oh how cupid would be proud,
he says he went too far,
more than he's allowed,
the prodigy has finally fallen,
its the heart that he's stolen,

baby baby i love you,

baby baby i do,

baby baby, its all true.

Thats the end of it.
I wrote it with her on my mind. well. she's always on my mind. Comments at tagboard please! thanks and have a good day. not me though. there's school on a damn Saturday. Shit. Mediacorp's at 10 on Sunday. Why oh why.

3:03 AM

Fked up life.

"Ivan, switch off the laptop. NOW! and go do your work/study/revise..."- Ivan's inner thoughts.

heck it. i'm here. and i'm here to blog.

my mind's a whirl. go figure what i'm thinking about.

i've got a hell lot of questions but do i really want to know the answers?

i'm starting to love hotmail. for the drafts feature. cause all my complete/incomplete/unfinished/just started lyrics are all there. please don't try and guess my password. it ain't easy.

i'm supposed to be studying for the exams next week. but here i am typing this. staring at the screen without any notes in sight.

but i can't register anything concerning anything else but her. go figure that too. i gave you a big clue.

and there's mediacorp tomorrow. fuck. can we just skip it. I need to really start studying. its in 4 days time? ok, 3. god damn it.

I want to watch step up 2!

and horton.

and anything else.

i just want time.

time to do anything i want.

that time will come after Wednesday.

i'm feeling damn fked up now. maybe cause i think too much.

but i can sense things.

and things ain't going right.

or maybe its my thoughts again.

fuck it.

Ivan's 2 famous quotes that made him famous:

"love's just like a golf ball.. you're soaring and poom. you come down hard on your ass."
"If only troubles were part of the body like shit, where i can just shit them out and flush them away. poof. and its gone."

Ok. its time to really start studying. good luck guys. its d-day. and i totally have no recollection on what has been thought. well done Ivan. well done.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008, 1:51 AM

Wassapppp.. I went for my Basic Theory Test at Comfort (not taxi la!) today. and I passed! my dad la. he scared me. he told me its embarrassing to fail and that the questions are tricky. so i studied like mad. guess what. I finished it in 15 mins. 50 questions. YAWNS. hahaha..

There isn't school till May? Will miss the people leaving sia. really. no more burping (nurul), bird sister (suzette), Eileen (the joker), Mae (she keeps stealing food), sheryl (i'll miss poking her..hehee), shuyan (i'm her best friend if i have the newpaper)... luckily fandi and muhaimin are still in the class. if not.. i don't dare to think about what would the class be like..

Exams are on the 18,19 of march. and i still have yet to start studying. -_-

Ytd was the first time she told me what i wanted to hear. finally. (:

Next up, lyrics that i feel its kinda a full song that i wrote. give your comments ok! negative, positive, neutral, just say. I love constructive feedback. hahaha.. well. here goes..

Title: You Were Here
Written By: Ivan Lian

The hourglass turns, the time has come,
the sand filters out, everything's coming undone,
I lie awake, trying my hardest not to think,
not to think,
but the image it portrays its getting harder to blink,
Hear me pour my heart out, hear what I have to say,
pictures of you flashes by all throughout the day,
It running through my mind like a train never stopping,
you left, the door wide open, my heart left wanting,
what brought about this, what's happening..
It's an unexpected change, my head's still spinning,
Its a long lonely broken road I now walk down,
Stop,
Look,
Listen,
there isn't a sound...
Nothing's moving, no life, no future,
the time's come, life's no purpose, it ends here,
my soul's gone with the wind hear the song,
whispering in your ear, the song ends, I'm gone.

When you were here by my side,
everything seemed alright,
when you were here by my side,
even the wrong seemed right,
but now you're gone,
its reaching out to you with this song,
you're out of sight,
I still think about you night after night.
you're in my dreams all the time,
love seems like a victimless crime.

The day turns dark its night,
i'm running, running away in fright,
run away from the thoughts of losing you,
you're on my heart just like a tattoo,
the waves come crashing down,
the hearts sinking, its about to drown,
the face changes, a smile to a frown,
without you here life's nothing,
your name's written on the wing,
spread out and fly into another place,
the only thought in my mind's your face,
now i'm walking without a direction,
someone just meet me at the intersection,
show me you have this feeling called affection.

When you were here by my side,
everything seemed alright,
when you were here by my side,
even the wrong seemed right,
but now you're gone,
its reaching out to you with this song,
you're out of sight,
I still think about you night after night.
you're in my dreams all the time,
love seems like a victimless crime.

The rain comes tapping on my window,
its a sign, its telling me to go,
to a place where there's no emotions,
a land full of thousands of oceans.
A light shimmers from above,
its a picture, only a picture of love,
its one which can't be reached,
till you hold it dear, your heart's switched,
feel the constant beats of the heart in need,
its sold to the highest bidder like a house deed,
its bleeding, can't you hear it screaming?
the tears flow down, its streaming.
choose, choose wisely its yours for the taking,
whatever it is, its your own decision your making,
not one that is influenced, not one that isn't yours,
follow your heart, its already an unopened door,
let the world engulf you, senses and all on the floor,
take your time, but it ain't gonna last forever,
evade the topic, but please don't say never.

When you were here by my side,
everything seemed alright,
when you were here by my side,
even the wrong seemed right,
but now you're gone,
its reaching out to you with this song,
you're out of sight,
I still think about you night after night.
you're in my dreams all the time,
love seems like a victimless crime.

When you were here by my side,
everything seemed alright,
when you were here by my side,
even the wrong seemed right,
but now you're gone,
its reaching out to you with this song,
you're in my dreams all the time,
love seems like a victimless crime....

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