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Ivan Lian Jie Sheng
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A peaceful corner in Tampines
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THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT
Sports, read, soccer
Nice tan
The Sun when its needed.
Money
If I like you, its your company.
The carrying out of a process called Slacking.
Nice music
Freedom to do anything i want
5 Aspiration. You guys made secondary school life memorable.

BUT THIS ISN'T
Rainy days when it shouldn't.
Being depressed.
Being lied to.
When I think too much.
left with no money.
my com when it lags.

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Thursday, February 28, 2008, 3:15 PM

If your heart's not in it

Westlife - If Your Heart's Not In It

I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna hear

Chorus:
But if your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got something to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

Chorus:
If your hearts not in it, for real
Please dont try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
There's nothing I can do
To stop from losing you
I can't make you change your mind
If your heart's not in it

Chorus:
If your hearts not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it

(Repeat til fade)

Sunday, February 24, 2008, 8:43 PM

Airshow

AIRSHOW 2008

One word. Messy.
One description. Non-organized.

Supposed to meet Singh and Nas at Pasir Ris inter at 9am on Saturday. But standard ah. malay timing. everyone late. hahaha.. so met Mahdi at 9.15 on 17 at TPJC bus stop.. than headed for pasir ris.

When we reached there, there was a long line from the interchange which stretched all the way to the BK and round again all the way pass the mrt entrance and round it to the end of the open field and finally to a place near the bus stop that has 3. Next to the queue, there was a sign: Changi Air Show 2008 Shuttle Bus. -_-

how stupid can the planning be. for 20 bucks a ticket, one would expect more. less queuing, more convenience right?? Wrong!! hahah..

After taking one look at the queue, mahdi and me went for breakfast instead. Singh and nas had not arrived yet. so we bought mac and joined the queue. wait damn long la. aiyoh.

we were finally able to board the bus after 1 1/2 hours of standing. and we were on our way!

I have this function on my phone which displays the area you're in. and this was on display.

Not only the humans have to queue up, the buses have to too.

Slow coaches..

This plane was taxi-ing on the highway. and these 2 jokers (below) cleared the way by riding from plane to end of road and back again..

After alighting, guess what we have to do again?

If you're thinking on the lines of queuing, you are 101% correct! another long snakey line to join to go through "customs" which was scanning the bags and walking through the body scanner.

self entertaining:
Me: Eh, mah, u wanna see free airshow?
Mahdi: huh? serious? set ah.
Me: ok, wait ah. i have to fart or burp first.
Mahdi: -_-

HAHAHA..

and, best yet. while we were in the queue, we heard the planes flying over already. and everyone started jostling and pushing to get to the scanner and out to watch the going-ons.

dumb.

The Black Knights

This stunt is damn cool.

In the sky they formed a heart.

This was made possible by climbing up all at once and from a certain height, come back down again.

The crowd were amazed (and later bored of the planes cause its more or less the same stunts) by the display.

*ZOOM~*

Strategic alliances brings prosperity

The 4 of us.

More people. It was like the whole of Singapore was there.

Soon, the commentator announced that the Airbus A380 was flying in from the right hand side and people promptly started taking out their cameras. I was no different.

The monster in the sky.

*YIIIIIIYAOOO*

Well, it did a couple of sharp turns and flew directly overhead. Nice eh.

Next came the aussie pilots with their old time planes. Sounded like a fan was on. very smooth. beautiful stunts. Best yet, they had the speakers linked to the radio set on the leader's plane. than can hear him say "GO!" "GO!" when they were performing a stunt. super cool.

Mahdi with his clown face.

I couldn't resist. Than from there mahdi told me to take this kinda pic with every mannequin. hahaha..

The A380 on the ground

After that we left for Pasir Ris again. only free shuttle bus. and guess what we have to do again? QUEUE! aiyoh. more jostling and pushing. I made myself big. lol.

I don't wanna elaborate more on that. i shall just go straight to Pasir Ris. We reached there and headed for mac. crowded. headed for BK, same thing but singh had to leave so he just queued with nas while mahdi and me went to NTUC to get water. the 1.5 litre one. hahah.. super thirsty la.

After paying for it, we left for BK to find them but they left alr. so the both of us went to find food. everywhere was crowded! so we walked and walked and stopped outside a thai restaurant. mahdi ask me to help him ask if it was halal. they only didn't have the cert. so we went in.

Table for 2 please.

I ordered the beef fried rice.

mahdi had the hor fan or something. and he said he could get 2 of that at a hawker centre. hahah.. didn't think of that. lol.

After that, i went to her house there to meet her.. and we went to junction 8 to find food. hahah.. ended up in a familiar place called cartel. lol. i had waffle! first time trying even after working at cartel for so long.

on the way back, she was trying to find her sweet. the long long one but can't find! 7-11 dun have, bus stop shop uncle dun have. we went to the fair price at the petrol station near her house also don't have. than she was so disappointed. not giving up, we went to a place like t mart near there, and check out the 7-11. TADAH! they got!! wooo... happy happy already.

self entertaining again:
you know some petrol stations have car washes. than there was this sign to indicate:
Wash and Run
Hand Wash

Me: You see that sign.. you know what's that for?
She: Umm.. carwash!
Me: Nope! its... people wash their hands, than they run!
She: -_-

hahahahhaha.. oh wells.

after getting the much sought after sweet, we went to the play ground nearby and slacked till 12.30.. than headed home.
well long saturday.

Sunday!
woke up early for match at serangoon stadium.
down 1 nil, chee boon subbed me on for him at left back. and soon there was a freekick halfway in opponent territory. Chee Boon asked me to take it and i promptly took it. Aiming to send the ball to Kelvin's head cause he's the one who can head well, i floated the ball in but before kelvin could reach it, the keeper gave a weak punch out but it fell to Mo who took it on the chest and volleyed it home.

2nd half, we were down by a goal again. 2-1. not long after they scored, we had a freekick on the right this time. nearer to the box. i took it again. aiming for kelvin again. i drove the ball in! and. POOF. Joshua powered the ball in. 2 all. ecstatic! we all thought that there was no chance of coming back.

Not long later, we scored again! and it stayed that way. 3-2 the final score. yippeee..

Friday, February 22, 2008, 1:22 AM

Update

You know i love you. assure me please.

Hahah.. don't ask.

Status of projects - doneded
Status of work- slack
Status of mind- missing someone
Status of body- In need of sleep
Status of hair- SHORT! ):
Status of ezlink- juz topped up
Status of ?

aiyah. wanted to have a long list of that. but can't think of any now.
Stop and stare~ that's on 987 now!
and. Singapore won smth. yeah. i don't care.
finally. no more mediacorp! hope there's a match this sunday..
sat going airshow! 20 bucks for a ticket. wtf.

And guys, i mean girls.
14th FEB.
*silence*
HAHAH.. :P

Thursday, February 14, 2008, 2:27 AM

Well.. these few weeks have been boringly routine. or routinely boring. whatever makes you happy. and. i don't know why. but i'm back to writing poetry/rap/song/lyrics again. haha.. take your pick what you wanna call it.

chinese new year:
This year's kinda quiet. not that much buzz as it was last year or any year. didn't feel as if chinese new year really came and gone. only difference is that the bank account grew. haha.. gambled with both sides of the family. kinda lost and won. give and take. thats what chinese new year is all about ain't it.

i watched sweeney (sweety) todd already! if you like slicing of throats and stuff like this, go watch. if not. don't bother. the m18 rating is all about that. hahah.. lets go make pie sweeney todd way! lol.

school. projects. deadlines due soon! die. die die. oh man. i'm not feeling the stress yet. maybe there isn't a need? i hope.

this is all typed when what comes to my mind. so yeah. pardon the time line. its definately not typed accordingly. opps.

and. i was bored in class. so i was writing some random stuff. kinda incomplete but i shall put it here anyway. shall "complete it soon"..

-- >The swing,
swings on
come along,
with us gone hear the song,
in the wind the music still plays,
the time passes as minutes turn to days,
All listen,
listen,
hear the nothingness in the air.
no sound, no movement the air's filled with despair,
the swing swings on amidst the darkness,
come on girl, save me from the loneliness.

Step by step i took on the broken road,
my heart's there for the taking i'll give you the code.
treat it well, with all the care you can muster,
for you're the one and only that made my heart flutter,
alone, i walk past the abandoned buildings,
the stillness in the air, hear the angels sing,
their song brings calmness across the lands,
take your senses, fill it in a bottle and burry it in sand.
staring at the empty frame which one held a photo,
its a sign from above, the time is now to go.
take my hand, save my soul from the darkness,
lets runaway i don't care if its a moment of madness.
i'll say those three words for you anytime,
as long as what holds us together is one that binds.<--- well. its not kinda complete yet. so yeah. eh! copyright laws apply yeah. (;

2:20 AM

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL! (:

Friday, February 01, 2008, 1:25 AM

SUMMARY

"Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open"

Thats the song currently being played over and over again after closing hours at food for thought.. hahaha.. its that nice. If you still don't know what song it is, its Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis. Yeah.

Well. alot of things have been happening since i last signed in here. Mediacorp, school, work, cannot-be-mentioned-here outings, council outings, Malaysia trip.. anymore?

oh yah! chalet, driving, school uniform day.. *ponders* hmm.. i think thats about it.

i shall just summarize. If not its going to take me forever. and I am lacking of sleep. seriously lacking. i have panda eyes! hahaha..

(i was uploading pics here when blogger came up with some cock up error.)

Malaysia trip! we went over the weekend (19 and 20th jan) to do some shopping for new year clothes cause my mum thought it would be cheaper.. and we found out that instead of being cheaper, counting in travelling and food expenses, it was more expensive! oh wells. it was a family holiday!

work. same thing. only busier. i think there are more reviews about the place.. enticing more and more people to come. thats a good thing for the cafe. but tiring man. last time at least can slack a bit. now its rush hour every hour.

school. 2 words. very routine. but omar makes lessons interesting. his words can make the class laugh for hours. "can can sotong"... "newpauper!" those 2 are the most famous in class. and everyone copies him.

Our other lecturer is far more boring (mr suresh). his voice puts people to sleep. its droning.. seriously. no "can can sotong". hahaha..

and one fine day, someone suggested we wear our secondary school uniform to school. for fun. and strangely, a few dumbos [ me included] actually wore it. well. i brought it and changed in sch. (no way will i be seen in that baggy pants in the streets... hahaha..). and we took hellava pictures. omar kept asking what we were going to do after class as he did not believe that we wore just to take pictures.

oh yah. today fandi, suzette, mae, muhaimin and me were early for sch coz we met early for lunch. (later down the post than elaborate). and when we came back to class at ard 1, suzette helped fandi with his radio clock homework..

Suzette: " Fandi, whats your genre for your music station?"
Fandi: " Male."

hahahhahaa.. omg. can die of laughter.

HMM. *silence*

ok. that was for the outings.

Council! i brought L.A.M.E.R.S + S.H.I.T ( i seriously think we should consider changing this name) to food for thought! i booked the previous day for a table of 8. but last min hanyang couldn't make it. so we had 7. i pre ordered pasta, salad, something that looked like pizza.. hmm.. and cakes! yeap. met them at city hall.. than we walked down.. and the pasta was nice! lol..

lek's first reaction when he took the first bite of the red velvet cake was "fuck!". than he went on to comment on how nice the cake was. hahahha..

ok. next. mediacorp. this time it's radio. and our lecturer's name is Belinda Sunshine. than we started singing "you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy~" when she entered class.. [EH. stupid blogger. if not u can see a pic of her. hip sia. HAHAH.. ] and she went through the notes and took us to see a radio studio. so ulu pandan lor. and we took pics and pics and more pics. nothing but pics.

we were than supposed to do a 3 min script to be recorded the next day. i did a script on my personal favourite music.

sunday. 2nd day. that was mostly touching up on the script and once completed we were allowed to leave. and we took pics, pics, more pics and videos.

recording: i helped fandi with his interview with "cristiano ronaldo", mae with a rockstar singer, jerica with her idol or some sort. helped them to become their interviewees. so nice right.. hahah..

AND THAN. the worst thing had to happen. all the pics/videos got deleted. ARGH. that was a *run on the road and die* moment. cause the cam has an option to delete fotos. and press one time is delete once, twice for all [stupid feature] and since elieen wanted to borrow and the memory card was full, we had to delete some to make space. and who knows. thought delete one only than the cam screen put " no data recorded". *looks exasperated*

than went to gramps place after that. he fell ill. with food poisoning. and the doctor was called to the house since he refused to go to the hospital. stubborn. my mum says he fears of dying and the hospital is like your alarm clock.

oh wells. the doc gave him a jab in the ass. than he was ordered to rest and take med.

so my mum, cheryl, my auntie and uncle (dad was overseas) left him to rest and went to have dinner at Siglap.. a place called pierre noire or something like that. they serve great lamb and beef. it was quite an expensive place to go to.. but my uncle treat. hahah.. and we saw pics on the wall and the lady boss told us that stefanie sun has been there 5 times already after we singled out her picture for comment.

ok. next. umm.

CHALET!

Mae had a chalet for the class to stay over to celebrate her own birthday. and she invited most of the class. ok, they went after school. i didn't. i did a detour first before reaching there at 2am. and i ain't going to say where my detour took me to. nope. *zip*.

i took a bus to siglap centre from aljunied mrt. 40. last bus. and on the bus i was thinking where's the best place to stop so the walk is nearer. after picturing the route in my head, knowing that mandarin gardens has an underpass straight to the chalet, i decided to stop at siglap centre's bus stop which was a street away. and so i walked from there.. about half an hour?

while walking there i was singing loudly. and when i told muhaimin, he also said the same thing. hahaha.. its natural. lol. i reached there just in time to see omar walk towards the carpark. damn. i bet it was fun with him around. he never fails to make people laughh. kinda reminds me of myself... lol.

when i finally reached, only muhaimin, fandi, suzette, mae and her friends were left. so few stayed over. no fun. after slacking for a while on ground floor, fandi, muhaimin, suzette and i went up to the room to play some cards.

guess wad we played?

HEART ATTACK.

and we had the time of our lives. seriously.

it was super fun! mainly cause we were hitting everyone's hand like our hand's a hammer. very soon a few people joined us too. the more the merrier. haha.. the best part was, all picked on fandi! hit till his hand red. hhaha..

next game was a name calling card game where the winner would have the most cards. go imagine.

lastly, we played UNO. guess who lost again? FANDI. hahahah.. his hand of cards was like a fan. able to spread out and give u sufficient wind. LOL.

after that we just sat and talked about random stuff.. till i fell asleep.. for 2 hours. than it was rise and shining..

due to the fact that i had to go to comfort at ubi by 8.30am for driving lesson number one.

left with muhaimin at 7 plus and he took the same bus as me to go home.

my first driving lesson.

upon reaching, i headed for the office to check my car number. number 4. it was parked in a parking lot at the entrance with an old chinese guy standing behind it. i introduced myself and soon, i was in the driver's seat trying out how to change gear (manual car) without the engine on. the instructor spoke chinese, chinese and a bit of hokkien. and i had to listen intently to catch what he was trying to say. and he always repeated this "dong le mei you" [understand already] in every sentence. and his every sentence was quick fire. so u can imagine how many of that did he say.

when i finally got the hang of it (not too long later), he drove the car out and practiced reversing and moving forward. it was truely a new experience.

after he felt i can understand what to do, he drove into the circuit where all the other cars and motorbikes were training or having their tests. in no time, i found myself driving around the circuit over and over again.. learning the ropes mah. than i always want to press accelerator. coz so slowww... and the instructor say " kong zhi zhi zi! bu yao ta you" [control yourself, dun press on the accelerator] but i still go press.. hahahaa.. fun wadddd..

sadly. it came to an end at 10am. and i left the place and called muhaimin to wake up and meet me on the bus.. and he took a good 50 mins. i was like, sleeping at the bus stop lor. super sleepy.
after he boarded the bus, we headed for sch to wait for the rest. (^ above)

went to tong seng to eat lunch. super hungry and super sleepy. hahaha..

well. yeah. that concludes. its a damn banana long summary. shall upload the pics soon. make it easier to relate. hahaa.. peace.