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FACADE
He goes about with a smile on his face,
people think its a promising life he chase,
he goes about appearing happy and trouble free,
it seems nothing in life would disagree,
how appearances can be deceiving,
how he got people believing,
but like in every story, there's a twist,
he only justs hides it behind a mist,
a smile can change a look,
but a look further you took,
and you'll start to learn,
how his soul has crashed and burn,
there are always two sides of a coin,
but what happens if you take them to join,
a piece of advice, hold on tight,
cause you're in for a roller coaster ride,
his life passes by you in a sight,
you'll see of the pain he went through,
of the statements in life so true,
or the answers he only wished he knew,
if the times spent were just wasted,
or the blood from his heart he tasted,
was real, (real)
his smile hides the sorrows deep inside,
his laugh hides the pain of the times he cried,
every thing's all a facade, just a lie,
how he wished it was the time to die,
when all troubles would come to an end,
no more that he needs to pretend,
nor funerals he has to attend,
for they would be at his,
in life as it is,
there ain't such a thing as eternal bliss,
look at how they bid a farewell kiss,
it ain't worth their time,
nor any of their miserable dimes,
they don't even care,
it was like he wasn't even there,
he regrets pouring out his feelings to share,
now he's left broken,
the words have been spoken,
take a seat, bear the heat,
listen, as the devil reads the creed,
his life bears no meaning already,
take his hands, hold it steady,
it may be the last you'll ever see of him,
how a smile turns into a face so grim,
-Ivan
I LOVE THEO CHERYL MY ONE AND ONLY LAOPO
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Ivan Lian Jie Sheng Singapore
A corner of Tampines
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MY DARLING LAOPO THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT
Sports, read, soccer
Nice tan
The Sun when its needed.
Money
If I like you, its your company.
The carrying out of a process called Slacking.
Nice music's a must
Freedom to do anything i want
5 Aspiration. You guys made secondary school life memorable.
BUT THIS ISN'T
Rainy days when it shouldn't.
Being depressed?
Being lied to.
When I think too much.
Irritating/moronic customers while working
left with no money in wallet
my com when it lags.
Saturday, July 04, 2009
3:45 PM
LOL. HAHAHAHA
Monday, May 25, 2009
11:33 PM
I'm faced with so much shit. Whether I like it or not. Oh wells. Take a step at a time ain't it.
Went to see a car with mum and dad just now. Dad wants to change the Saab of 5 years. Its breaking down. Literally. But I still like it for its speed. 130 on expressways. Feel it fly. And they concluded after all their car shopping on a.... . . . . . . .
Suzuki Grand Vitara 2.4
Its gonna be red in colour though. At first I thought. Hmm Suzuki. Compared to the Honda Civic they were looking at.. was quite ordinary. I don't quite like the brand.
But it all changed after I went for a test drive in it. Albeit it wasn't the 2.4 model that they bought. It was still nice to drive. Smooth and steady although it was the 2.0 version. I really wonder what the 2.4 one would bring. Can't wait. The car will be here in June. And Mum's going away during that period. Means I can use the car! Wuahaha.
New things are always nice For a change.
4 months till I become a one year soldier! How time flies. lol. Random. I still remembered enlisting. And how I dreaded going in. But on the contrary, I'm quite enjoying life in there now. I have some great friends. Great superiors. Everyone is nice. Well, most of them that is. It just needs some bad eggs to spoil the whole basket. And like my friend's thinking, I think the place can't survive without me. HAHA. Joke. Eh. No. Seriously =x But I think I'm being relied on too much. Everything also find me. And everyone has my number. Oh wells. I want my promotion. Means more money!! Yay. Haha. I'm just randoming since I'm being ignored. Heck. It probably take some time.
Oh ya. There's no more American Idol. Thats sad. No more screaming fits by Lambert. LOL. But seriously. He does work up the crowd with his songs. I'm addicted to a song by Kris! Kiss A Girl. A duet with Keith Urban. Go listen if you haven't! And I have the song if you want it. Heh heh heh.
Ok. Enough crapping. Time for bed! A place where no one can give me any shit. Weeeeee.
11:33 PM
Now I know why I had that dream last night. It was a warning. Now I know.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
5:44 PM
Sigh. I still really wonder how and why things have turned out this way. Like ok, Quarrels and disagreements are part and parcel when two people have different viewpoints of something. I don't think there's a relationship that quarrels aren't present. But instead of bouncing back from them, learning from the lesson taught, It tears us apart instead. And the feeling sure isn't good. Not at all. I admit I played a part in what happened. But I don't think I'm totally at fault. I'm trying to patch things up. Are you?
Sunday, May 17, 2009
9:36 PM
I just can't believe you're gone Still waiting for morning to come Wanna see if the sun will rise Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)
When we had so much in store Tell me what is it i'm reaching for When we're through building memories I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
Chorus: They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made) They can take the music that we'll never play All the broken dreams Take everything Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday They can take the future that we'll never know (no no) They can take the places that we said we would go All the broken dreams Take everything Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday
You always used to stay I should be thankful for everyday Heaven knows what the future holds Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure No, it's not selfish to ask for more One more night, one more day One more smile on you face But they can't take yesterday
Chorus: They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no) They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play) All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams) Take everything (take everything) Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh) They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know) They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh) All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams) Take everything (take everything) Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny) 'Cause in my mind, we had so much time But i was so wrong Now i can, believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made I'm looking back on yesterday
Chorus: They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh) They can take the music that we'll never play (no) All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams) Take everything (take everything) Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday) They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah) They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go) All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams) Take everything (take everything) Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never have yesterday)
Ooooh... (All the broken dreams take everything) But they can never have yesterday
Sunday, April 12, 2009
12:18 AM
Wuahahahaha. I've not updated this space for some time, yet again. No surprises! Haven't been coming online as often as I used to last time. Been tired you see.
Well. I can't expect anything more from camp. Camp life has been great (touch wood) hope it stays that way. And I can't believe I'm into my 8th month? around there. I just did an estimation. Lazy la. One more year to go. Hopefully it'll pass fast as my friends now complete their time soon. Then it'll not be as fun. AHHH :((
Been spending alot of time with baby. But thats usual ain't it. We're like meeting practically almost everyday =D Outings or just accompanying her while she's studying. I'll quietly read my book. Weapon of choice: Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus. Its a good read. Passed on from my mum. hahaha. Baby needs to start studying! I'm gonna force you to. ok baby? You can't say no. heh heh heh :pPpPp
Ohya! Went grocery shopping with mum on Good Friday at parkway since Cheryl wasn't free to accompany her. Grocery shopping's fun! Its been a while since I last followed her to shop. And it rocks. Mainly because I get to choose what to buy. *hints* my fav stuff. =D! HAHA. Its quite sad to see my mum needing to find either one of us to accompany her. Last time, we would all go together. The whole jing gang or however you spell it. Even dad would tag along. But now he's so busy with work and everyone has their own schedules. Sigh. Times have changed with all of us grown up and all. Anyways. I shall update every once in a while. When I feel like it. Or when I have the time. HEH. BYE!!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
1:48 AM
Sigh. Maybe the school term will do us good. anw. good luck for your first driving lesson later.. you can do it :)
Saturday, March 14, 2009
12:00 AM
THIRTEEN
One year and a month in other words.
One year and a month spent with my baby, and I'm loving every moment =D
2 days before, I went over to her place to find her, as usual, but something was not the usual on that day.
She bought.....
Guess what's inside!
A Bakerzin product! Guess guess!
Its . . . . . . . .
Macaroons!
Assorted flavours filled the box. But some were quite horrible =x
My baby girl ate some which made her feel like throwing up. So we ended up walking to plaza to get some fish soup!
Something she designed for her background. So nice right! hahaha =DDD
2 DAYS LATER...
We didn't have much of a plan. Just to catch a show we both wanted to watch and spend time with each other =D
So I borrowed dad's car and went over to her place to fetch her and we're off!
Destination: The Cathay
First picture of the day!
And we were stuck in a jam.
I'mma racer!
She was trying to get me to stick out my tongue. neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! =P
At first, I parked at Plaza Sing thinking it would be cheaper than at The Cathay so we found a lot in the building before walking over to The Cathay to get our movie tickets.
Guess what show we were going to watch!
YA!
Coming Soon. The scary Thai horror flick. wuahahaha
After buying the tickets, we walked over to PS to have our lunch! Carl's Jr! Can you believe its my first time eating that. Well, from what I recall.
Tried the Western Bacon Cheese Burger. And I wanna eat it again. Its so nice. hahaha! Baby had the Chilli Cheese Burger which kinda tasted like satay!
After lunch, we took the car and parked at The Cathay instead as we found out it was much cheaper to park there. hahaha
Our reflections projected off the glass plane near the toilet. wuahahaha
We slowly made our way up to the cinema floor to wait patiently for our movie to start. Taking our time going up on the escalator, looking at shops we finally took our place at the seats opposite the kachang puteh man, just letting the world past us. :)
What could we do?
Yes! Pictures, pictures and more pictures! =D
Turn a frown into..
A smile! =D
Dear checking her reflection as usual.
Preetttyyy alr la!! hehe :)
She said she was going to eat me alive!! RUNN!!! heh
I could spend the whole day there with her.
Pouting her lips again! tsk! =P
Gimme a kiss!
Her stomach became pointy! Ahhh!! Alien! wuahahaa
She's pretending to sleep. Think I donno. Tsk! =P
See! what did I tell you. She stuck out her tongue cause she thought I fell for it. hehe Oh ya. She said her tongue her very cute. Cause it looks like a heart!
But I can't make! So I sad.
Than she ask me to shut up cause I kept crapping. wuahahaha
I'm really sleeping!!! nahhhhh!
Yawns! hehe
Comparing who's eyes bigger! And I'm the winner!!! O.O
2nd Round: Still me!!! I'm good!
Looks kinda wrong but I don't care =x
She tried to tickle me!
Our left over Beef Chilli Cheese Fries from Carls Jr.
And we decided to be nice people and not waste food. But we didn't manage to finish it in the end. heh
And I wanted Ice cream! So I forked one out of the fridge.
We wanted to assassinate John Cena with a fork. =x
Fork Fight!!!
After a while, it was time for the show!!
Finally. After waiting for an hour or so and we got a drink first before actually heading in.
The movie was... hmmm.. what can I say. Frightening? Real? Frightenly real? We were watching other people watch a movie and get haunted by the ghost who's movie they were watching. Understand? hahaha
Freaky.
We headed for Shaw House after the movie as baby wanted to check out some girl interests: Jewelery!
Walked all the way there from one end of town to the other and walked all the way back but luckily the weather was quite cooling, even at some points of time threatening to rain.
But we still sweated after we got back to the car.
Next Stop: DEMPSEY!!! Our favourite hangout right baby =D
Found a parking spot and within no time we were seated in B&Js! Yummy yumm yumm!
We ordered the usual!
Brownie with 2 ice cream flavours
Looks so nice right! We had Strawberry Cheesecake and Double Chocolate as our ice cream flavours. Tempting?
More and more pictures to tempt you!! wuahahaha. I'm evil.
Photographer in action!
=D
Loved!
See she's steal the ice cream while photo taking!!!! =x
After finishing our ice cream / brownie, we decided to slack there as it was still early and the place was nice enough to walk around with the beautiful settings.
We found ourselves outside Jones Grocer and we walked right in looking at their wares they have in store.
They sold all kinds of goodies. Most of their products were for people with the spare dough to cook expensive food at the comforts of their own home.
We left soon after and walked around somemore.
Taking us to this statue! And we decided to imitate it. wuahahaha =P
CHINNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! LOL.
Walking further, we stopped to sit and slack at a closed restaurant located at the very front of Dempsey.
WARNING! VIEWER DISCRETION ADVISED Many photos of Ivan Lian and Cheryl Theo up ahead. You were warned =D
Do you think thats the moon?
If you did, you were punked! Its a huge lighted balloon floating in the sky. wuahahaha!
Even the entrance is nice.
She's mine! =P
See the moon again. hahaha
EEEEEE!!! She keeps doing that. Sticking her finger in my nose. so gross. hahaha
So I asked her to stuff it up hers instead. wuahaha!
Than we decided to do jumping shots! wuahaha
Planning in progress.
1st attempt.
I swear she just stood there and pretended she jumped. hahaha
Now she's flying!
And became a chicken!! wuhahahaha =x Quite cool though!
No, I wasn't jumping. I was going to poo.
Ok, now I'm ready. Lights, camera, ACTION!!!
Huala! a perfect jump shot. wuahahaha =P
The matrix actor wannabe.
Than we decided that jumping was tiring and it would lead to excessive sweating. So we stopped.
Smart = Cheryl?
Use me! hahaha
And we played around with the self timer.
I like this! and the one just below. So cool. ahahaha
Don't let the pictures mislead you. There was nothing concerning the cafe to us. It was just there. haha!
I love this picture!
Censored!
And we started waltzing. wuahahaha
AHHHH! I got boxed!
ROUND 1: FIGHT!
OUCH! And she cheated!!!!! hahahaha.
Don't peek! I'm peeing. =x
We're soaring~
Flying~
Locked lips in tight embrace =D
I like this picture! We're just passing time as the world goes by. Not giving 2 cents what's happening around us.
Awww. heh
I'm hers!
And she suggested making her hands seem like mine. haha!
It was so funny! I'm scratching my cheek see! =x
That way to the toilet!
Now her turn!
AHHH! monster! she has 4 hands!!! hahahaha
Soon after, we decided to leave as it was getting late and we were getting bitten by mosquitoes left right center.
We had lots of fun! Right right baby? =D
I needed to navigate our way back to her place, so I consulted the driver's bible!
Than she decided to bite me cause she was still hungry! Run for you lives!!!!
Studious me! =x
We managed to get back to her place without getting lost. =x
And she took out something I baked for her the previous day!
PRESENTING . . . . . .
My very own Brownie!!!!
I baked it myself ok! My first attempt (2nd if you take my first brownie attempt) at baking! Luckily, my kitchen is still in one piece. wuahahaha
We cut one small piece to try first as we were both still very full. And the verdict was...
PASS!!! YAY!
Baking rocks. lol.
I left soon after as it was getting late and that concludes our day!
I had fun and I truely enjoyed myself =D Happy 13th baby girl =D
Thursday, February 19, 2009
10:46 PM
Shacked out. One bomb two bomb drop. Today has been damn tiring. I need a break.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
2:25 PM
Valentines was one of the best days I spent with her.
Everything was perfect.
More or less. =D
Shall update very soon with pictures! Love you baby. Thanks for everything (((((:
Saturday, February 14, 2009
12:00 AM
HAPPY VALENTINES LAOPO!
TODAY will also mark one year on the calendar! How time flies don't you think. In a blink of an eye, we have spent one year together, inseparable by anything. Sharing the good times, as well as the bad, ups and downs are inevitable. I'm just glad we stuck by each other, and that brings us till today. :)
Hopefully, (by hopefully I mean crossing my fingers and praying real hard) we will still be in each other's arms many years down the road. We'll find our paradise together darling!
I love you!
Hehe. You're the one I love. Theo Cheryl!
Today will also be our first official Valentine's together. Hopefully you'll take to what I have in store. Just bear with me if you feel bored ok? I tried my best to come up with how we should spend this day! Lets just enjoy each other's company, and be thankful that we have each other! Okok? :)
Loving you always -Your Laogong =D
Thursday, February 12, 2009
1:06 AM
Sigh. I feel damn lousy and low deep inside of me.